Every night I crawl into bed and close my eyes. I say a prayer and thank God for what I have been given that day and sometimes I just bitch – depends on the day and my mood. After that, I go to my “special place” in Spirit – my meditation spot.
For the last 10 years, the Being that is the Overseer of Oralin has been in my “special place”. He’s always reading what I thought was a newspaper. I have just recently discovered that it is not a newspaper, but a means of communication where he is updated of any information that he needs to know about the Spirit World – so he doesn’t miss anything while sitting with me. I guess it is similar to the type of newspaper in the Harry Potter movies, but he says it is more “instant” than a newspaper. He never says much – just sits with his legs crossed reading his paper. I might speak with him occasionally, but for the most part I just see him and get on with whatever I feel like doing.
Just after the new energy settled in December 2012, a Guide that I haven’t seen in many years showed up. He was my close buddy during my early years of development, but I haven’t really seen much of him in the last 20 years – maybe a few encounters. Now, here he is in my special place sitting beside the Overseer of Oralin. We had a tearful reunion – okay, he was not crying but I was…his energy affects me that way – it’s like seeing a close friend you haven’t seen in years. We chatted for a bit and then I visited with my cat Isis – my nightly ritual and joy.
In early February, I went to into my special place and saw the Overseer, my buddy and now my Spiritual Teacher was standing there. What the heck? This is a Teacher that I only see during special spiritual events. I first saw him when I realized I was able to hear in Spirit over 20 years ago. I have seen him once or twice since that time. I said hi, but now I’m starting to get a bit nervous. Why are these spiritual Beings showing up?
Two nights pass and I go back into my special place and my Lifetime Guide is there! This totally freaks me out. The only memory I have of her is when she came to me over 17 years ago, sat down with me, took my hands in hers and told me that something that I would consider bad was going to happen in the next few months. She was warning me of the panic/anxiety attacks that would change my life (but that’s another story) – the point being that my memories of her are not positive.
I look around my special place which is not all that big, but is now filled with the Overseer, my buddy, my Spiritual Guide, my Lifetime Guide and I could sense some others in my place although I could not see them. I’m really worried now so I finally asked, “Am I going to die?” After all, it is my understanding that when a person is about to die, their Guides meet them and I figured I should get my affairs in order if that was the case.
They assured me that I was not going to die. Okay, so why all the attention? They told me that they were waiting for “the main event” to take place. Whoa…wait a minute. I haven’t heard that term in years. Over 10 years ago, my friend and I were sitting on a beach meditating and doing “message giving” (tuning in and reciting messages from Spirit about our lives – something like a reading, but a bit different) and one of the messages that came through was that everything would change after “the main event”. We were never given information on the “main event” and try as I might, I was not able to get my Guides to tell me anything about it. I was only told about the changes the main event would bring, which were all very positive. Eventually, I stopped asking about it and to be truthful, I forgot about it until they mentioned it right then.
Being told this actually stunned me – after all, this was a message given to me over 10 years ago. I was puzzled and surprised and left my special place with something new to ponder.
Over the last few weeks, more and more entities have shown up in my special place. I am seeing Guides and Beings that I haven’t seen in years including Guides that I have spoken with only once or twice. There are thousands (so I’ve been told) of Beings that have gathered to witness the “main event”. My special place is not that big in terms of the immediate space I use. All of these Beings are behind a rope that has been put up so I do have my little space and they are further back. I can’t see them, but I feel them. The energy is horribly heavy – almost suffocating to me. I feel it through the day as well. I don’t have to be in my special place to feel them.
I managed to figure out that the main event was the settling of the new energy in my body, but could not figure out what the big fuss was about. For all of these Beings to show up, “something” had to be happening – there had to be something significant that could be witnessed and from what they told me (and perhaps I will share what it is once it happens), there is something to witness and see in Spirit. I now understand the fuss from their perspective. From my perspective, I just want life to change. The main event should bring those changes.
I still go into my special place each night to spend time with Isis and to see who else is there to witness the main event. It has been a wonderful surprise to see my other cat Kismet is now there, but not as a cat…